April 2010 Blog Posts (7)

("Guardian Angel," sculpture by Josep Llimona, photography by P. B. Obregón)

Do you remember when

Things would…

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What then are we to think..? Is the world truly in need of a savior to make himself known in order for humanity to find an equilibrium? It’s no mystery that practically all of the world religions speak of the return of some form of savior that will one day rid the world of all its woes thus bringing about a heaven-on-earth scenario. But is this really needed? Is it not true that we must each seek to work out our own salvation and that no one can ever help us to reach self-realization? I’m of… Continue

("Aurora Borealis" by Frederic Edwin Church)

I am a child

Of the Sky and the Stars

Loving and sweet as Venus

And fierce as Mars



I'm lucky as Jupiter…

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It wasn’t until a year after my miscarriage that my grandfather Albert showed up yet again to provide further insight into my miscarriage – which was another “lesson” for Sig and I to learn together in this lifetime.

The pain of experiencing the loss of a child was a “reverse” lesson for Sig and I, as we left our children without parents in our previous lifetimes with each other – when we agreed to leave each other widowed. I guess you could…

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Weak and tired and realizing I was miscarrying made me super depressed – and anyone who knows me – know that I am a relatively upbeat/happy person. Upon arriving back to LA,I didn’t leave my house for days as I threw myself into my work on PALS AROUND THE WORLD and job related activities - as all I wanted to do upon my return was roll up into a ball and cry. I cried and cried and looked at my fat puffy stomach and it made me sad. I couldn’t fit into my clothes, and I…

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In 2008, I begged Sig for his well-being to be open to therapy so that we wouldn’t hurt any more people – and continued my own personal path of therapy and healing – without him. The changes I was experiencing at the time were huge. A metamorphisis of ancient wisdom teaching and

understanding came pouring into my life that helped me grow and heal. This included DNA healing in addition to traditional regression therapy and access to knowledge/wisdom that spanned…

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Although I was attempting to heal my own wounds, I had what I called - a big “shield”/lock on my heart. Something I was shown in the desert with the Return of the Ancestors last year when I was first made aware of its existence. – (SEE PHOTO ON PREVIOUS BLOG) This past year – a healer named Rosslyn saw it and removed the lock/shield that carried this painful memory.

Years went by – and Sig and I would try to reconcile and heal our relationship…

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